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about me.

.Stefanie .17 years old .german .dresden .female .pupil .addicted to my digicam .addicted to music .loves basketball .hobby writer .interested in psychology .honest .timid .sarcastic .nostalgic .optimistic .realistic .loves to laugh

music.

.alternative .indie .rock .experimental
.sherwood .standard of living .secondhand serenade .gavin mikhail .aqualung .joe purdy .jack's mannequin .something corporate .waking ashland .brighten .melee .honorary title .onerepublic .snow patrol .matt nathanson

tv shows and movies.

.24 .criminal minds .dharma & greg .er .eureka .heroes .house md .lost .moonlight .navy cis .queer as folk .scrubs .six feet under .supernatural .the 4400 .the sentinel .torchwood

.awakenings .back to the future .barfuss .bee season .brokeback mountain .dead poets society .forrest gump .good will hunting .jumanji .keinohrhasen .live free or die hard (die hard 4.0) .one way .pearl harbor .sleepers .swimming upstream .what dreams may come

coming outs and explanations.

photgraphy.

Photography is, in my understanding, the only way to teach the eye in watching out, blindly, for the real beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Even a blind (wo)man is able to see, with his or her heart, his touch, his every sense. Not the subject in itself makes a photograph the most beautiful thing ever. It's what you see in it, behind it. Things you associate with it, doors, whole spheres you open while looking with your heart, your soul. Not with your eye.

That's the reason why I love it so much to take photographs. They may not be perfect, but they fill my heart with joy, with satisfaction. And still I look for higher options, better pictures, because that is, what makes me truly happy.

You should try it. Maybe, when you do it right (and, really, there's no way doing it wrong), you will feel what I feel whenever I turn my camera on, raise the lens and take a shot.

writing.

Writing is, contrary to what laymen may tell you, not a hobby, something you do when you are bored, just to pass time. Writing is an attitude, towards life and love and everything you're aware of (or not). It's a way of working through stuff you seem to not be able to put behind you, things that bother you and, in some cases, leave you sleepless at night. Writing indeed helps to control ideas, to put it in an order that you understand. It stops you from oblivion and it may even open spheres to things you may never have been able to process. It helps you to remember and to express your feelings. It simply helps.

But writing is a lot more than what I lay out to you here, because it is, even though it opens you doors to language, way too complex to explain briefly. And I don't want to take up any more space than I already have.


So, I better stop here and if one of those, who actually managed to get up to this point, have any further questions, they can do so as much as they want. I don't bite, and usually I answer as soon as possible.

Thanks for reading :)